Hi Kerry,
I relate on many levels. My partner keeps threatening to leave and in unwilling to really talk about the situation. The relationship teetter-totters back and forth. I watch it and am not sure what is going to happen.

Also, I am a big advocate of biking therapy. I have been fighting major clinical depression for many years, and have found that cycling helps my mood a lot. There are some days I get on the bike and when I stop I cry, so I just ride until I am tired. Luckily those are not too many.

Wishing you the best -- with BF and with the bike.