I wish I felt comfortable going out in public without makeup! But my skin is a mess and I scare myself without makeup.

I have melasma (blotchy brown patches) from BCPs which darkens up from sun exposure even if I have SPF 50 sunscreen on. I can't really live without the BCPs because I have had acne since I was 12 and nothing else helps (I've literally tried everything!). So my choice is brown blotches over a face full of pimples. I also have dark cirlces which never go away. So, even for a bike ride, there is always at least some makeup involved. I don't cake it on though. I want a natural look but I just have to do something to try and even out my skin tone.