Wow! you have so much going for you right now. How exciting! You need to look at this as an adventure! at least you are on your own right now and don't have a family in tow. All you have to worry about is yourself and that's not so bad! Please keep us informed! And breath, always remember to breath! At least 3 deep breaths holding to the count of 10 and releasing to the count of 10. We're cheering for you!