Thinking of pulling out of IMAZ...sigh...

[Tri Girl]

I agree with the others, RM. I say at least show up to the starting line and see how the day goes from there. Last year I was seriously undertrained for my first race of the season, and although I walked the whole run and came in almost dead last , I was still glad I made myself go to the race.
You have TONS of experience from which to pull. You know your body and what you're capable of. Try it and see how it goes. If on loop 2 of the bike you decide you're done, then so be it. If you make it the first mile of the marathon and want to take a nap- go ahead and catch some zzzzz's.
Your shop is the most important thing right now, so train smart like you know how, race as much as you can, and be content with knowing that you are an ANIMAL for attempting an IM the year you opened your own business. I know it takes tremendous strength do even do one of those, let alone both simultaneously.
You do what you know is best for you, and no matter what you decide, you know we're behind you a million percent.

[crazycanuck]

Denise-I'm not an IM chickie but understand the amt of training required to get there. YOu've been training so you at least have something to be proud of. Even if you DNF, you're still a cool chickie.

(((RM))

I'll be following your progress again this year!!!

PS-if you're still comin down for IMWA 09, we could celebrate then

[Running Mommy]

I think Wahine nailed it on the head...

Last year I spent MONTHS after the grand IM DNF wondering "what if". And you know what? You are all RIGHT!!
If I don't at least attempt the race then I WILL regret it. I know myself. I'll beat myself up for MONTHS over it just like last year.

You know I was talking to a couple of my good customers today, and they all told me just to go TRY (heh heh get it.. TRI... TRY) to do it.
Our new mechanic even volunterred to ride with me to get that 100 mile monkey off my back.
Actually he told running hubby to go drive me out a hundred miles from home and drop me and valentina off! heh heh heh

So I think I know what I'll do. I will keep plugging along, and take all the pressure off myself. That bike course is easy peasy. It's just the distance that's daunting. But my legs have done the distance before. They know what to do. So I'm going to go for it. And whatever happens- happens.
I'm confident that if I'm off the bike by 4:30 I can make it even if I have to walk. I'll be another "last minute finisher" but I can make it.
I really DO need to get that dang DNF monkey off my back.
So now lets just pray that the wind stays away this year. 2006 was nice. Some said it was windy, but it wasn't anything I'm not used to. Phoenix ALWAYS seems windy in spring.

Well, off to bed. THANKS FOR THE BUTT KICK!!!!! I needed it!

[crazycanuck]

RM..remember your nutrition plan. You mentioned it in last year's report..Don't foiget k..

[Running Mommy]

Ok, so I just went back and browsed at last years training logs that I posted here.
Seems a few things stand out. I ALWAYS bonk at 50 miles, but if I give it a minute I can push through it. So I guess I just didn't give it enough time today.
Also, I didn't train any harder last year than I am this year, except in the long ride/brick dept.
So heck, maybe I WILL surprise myself??
Who knows??

[rocknrollgirl]

YEA!!!!!

I was so bummed for you when I read this thread. GO FOR IT!!!! If you pull out, you pull out, but at least you will have tried. I think the TE team is right. You might just surprise yourself....

[JmcG]

I agree and think you should definitely try for it. You have (at least) 3 years of a great base built up so even though you might have "slacked" on your training this year, I'm sure you can pull from the base you've acquired over the past several years. If this was your first IM, I think I'd be scared for you, but since it's your third (right?) your body knows what to expect, knows how the distances feel, and I think at this point it might be mind over body anyway. Good luck with the rest of your training - just don't kill yourself 2 weeks out from the race b/c you're trying to catch up.
(This coming from a 2007 FL IMer who's taking this year off to rest. Congrats to you for keeping up the spirit year after year!)

Let us know how it's going and if you need more support. If I lived near you, I'd come out and ride those 100 miles with you! Sometimes that's all it takes - just someone else to give you a little push when your mind/body is trying to fight back.

[KSH]

That's the spirit RM!

Just go out there and try. If you can't finish... then so be it. But if you do, then woo-hoo!

Here's how I see it... you paid your money... and if you don't try to race then it's like throwing money away. Use up that $500 lady!