Oh aly I'm so sad for you. I know you made the right decision and it seems you know it too.

There are some good pet loss resources online - one that's helped me all four times has been Rainbows Bridge. There are a lot of readings, places to share your stories and pictures, and a Monday candlelighting ceremony that you can participate in.

If it helps, here is a story that was just in the London Independent yesterday, written by a vet about mourning his dog. Dog gone

Take good care - be gentle with yourself - know that it takes some time - know that we are thinking about you and that Jane still loves you.