Oh, c'mon, BabyBlue. You can do it. Just keep telling yourself that. At least you didn't spend this weekend home in bed, sick, as I did the week before my big hilly century. I survived. I can't say I "thrived," but I did it and it was a great accomplishment at the end. You can do it. I know it!
Whining just saps you energy. Save the energy for the ride!
Good luck with it.
Today, DH and I did the shop ride with our LBS. I did fine up until the second half. After the mid-point regroup point, 4 others and I got dropped like hot rocks, and lost further ground due to some long traffic lights. The pace was incredibly fast once we picked up the A-ride and I just didn't have the legs to hang.
I should have know it was going to be fast, when 3 of us, at the beginning of the ride, rode through the last gate at Rock Creek Park. Chandler looked behind him and said "Whoa, where are all the people behind us??" I replied "We ARE the people behind us!" Just 3 miles into it, and we were barely hanging on to the back of the pack. It always makes you feel just a teensy bit better to look behind you and see others from the ride. But when you look back, and there's no one, and you realize YOU are the last rider. Whew! Man, that hurts.
But, the last survivor and I did the extra lap, and folks were still hanging out in the shop when I got back (and gave me a good healthy ribbing for wandering in so late).
So...the damage was: 38.9 miles at 17.1 mph. Ugh. Off the bike now for 3 days, and I'll relish the break.
2007 Seven ID8 - Bontrager InForm
2003 Klein Palomino - Terry Firefly (?)
2010 Seven Cafe Racer - Bontrager InForm
2008 Cervelo P2C - Adamo Prologue Saddle