I do not have epilepsy, but I have movement disorder that requires epilepsy meds. I cannot encourage you enough to get in the care of a good neurologist that will listen to you; maybe you can even find a clinic deditcated to epilepsy. They will understand you desire to live your life and work to make that happen.
My first neurologist had me doped up on a medicine that made me seriously depressed and refused to take me off because "it was working". Yeah, I wasn't shaking but I didn't want to get out of bed either. Anyway, I know a couple of epiletics and they are able to do the things they want with minimal restrictions. It definitely is not the best or worst diagnosis.
Amanda
2011 Specialized Epic Comp 29er | Specialized Phenom | "Marie Laveau"
2007 Cannondale Synapse Carbon Road | Selle Italia Lady Gel Flow | "Miranda"
You don't have to be great to get started, but you do have to get started to be great. -Lee J. Colan