I've been trying to figure out what the answer is for me.

I think maybe it has something to do with accomplishing a goal despite some major life stuff going on. I tend to be single-minded...like a dog on a bone, but on one thing at a time. I have sometimes tended to let "life happening" derail me from a focus.

This year, I think I learned a little more towards knowing how to keep going with baby steps when I can't run, and crawling when I can't take baby steps--but not quitting altogether. Coming back again and again to a focus rather than completely being derailed.

It is some sort of lesson about balance, or doing what I can do and letting go of the rest, or being OK with not doing everything to a certain standard, or something. I haven't worked through it all yet. But, I like where it is headed.