Whoa there...I don't know that I will. I find this intriguing but frightening, due to my performance anxiety issues.
I bet everyone of us here can say we felt this way before we did a tri... and probably 10 races after our first one!
Seriously. I use to be scared to death about racing. My first one and up until this year (my 3rd year of racing), and after 4 or 5 races. I'm still nervous on race day. Shoot, I'm racing this morning and I was originally scared I had seated myself too far to the start of the swim for the pool swim...
OOPSSS! Boyfriend just showed up, gotta go race now! Doing a sprint this today. He was doing it. It was race or go watch him and train later on my own. I decided to just race.
"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather, to skid in broadside thoroughly used-up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming: WOW WHAT A RIDE!!!!"