...I looked them in the eye and told them - with the attorney present - what their living will said:
- we would not take heroic means to sustain life
- we would withhold fluids, etc (which is essentially starvation...that was a tough one to discuss...)
- we would do everything to preserve comfort and dignity
So, this begs the question:
Is basic CPR, absent any terminal illness, heroic?? In my view, no, it's not heroic...and herein lies my struggle based on what I've already discussed and conveyed to my parents.
In addition, if my dad collapses and his heart has stopped, my mother would be standing there (they're ALWAYS together...so she WILL BE THERE when he dies) expecting someone to do something...and will likely be pleading for them to do so.
Psychologically, what impact does that have on her, in the moment, to have no one respond to her pleas for help. This, TO ME, is a gut wretching scenario that is totally unlike him dying in his sleep.