I didn't go the medication route, so I don't know what you should expect going off them. What helped me was a good therapist, somebody who not only listened well, but also tossed in new points of view to consider. I also had some PT parallel with that, took sick leave half time, and spent that time working out (exercize also helps). This being Norway, there were no insurance issues. Are you covered for that kind of regime?
After a couple years of treatment, I guess I had come to terms with current issues and also in one nightmare burst of memory finally recalled how I'd managed to get out of a kidnap/attempted rape situation some 25 years earlier (I kid you not). After that I've felt pretty much back in control of my life (as far as one ever is in control) and, though sad from time to time, no longer depressed. I wish you luck and strength! Once you get through, you can look back on depression and feel it was somehow worthwhile, but it's awful while it lasts. Especially when you have kids and are trying not to let them be affected by it.



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