You ladies are a wealth of wisdom and advice. I was wondering if this all gets easier. I just find myself crying every few hours. I'll be fine, maybe focused on a task, but then I'll stop, thinking of Billie and start to cry again.

I visited with a friend yesterday, and her husband gave me their 3 month baby to hold, and it took everything in me not to just burst into tears.

Right now it feels like I will always feel this way.

Does it get easier??

H