I feel some of the weight lifting from my shoulders. Thank you for responding and caring.
Queen - I agree with the comment that all women should be appreciated and not just those with children.
Mimitabby - I made the first move and re-connected with my brother this past December after years of silence. It is going well. My mother still refuses to communicate with me. Your niece's hostility shows that she has a lot of angry internal dialogue going on that just spills over. I do believe that any positive interaction you have with her daughter will be the influence that makes a difference. Good for you to be a kind person in her life.
Northstar - Eighteen years ago at age 29, one of the conditions of marriage to my older husband was no birth kids. The adoption experience was a trip to hell. I gave up the ability to have my own and the decision haunts me as the years pass. How do you live with the "What if" question that is never answered? I do have more freedom, but I would have given my all to a child.
Silver - I'm approaching 300 miles. May not sound like much but working nights limits my riding time. I am ahead of last year's mileage which makes me happy. I love volunteering at the new animal shelter. I have become close to a cat that was terribly neglected. I named him "Song" and he is turning into a happy cat. He is good medicine for me. I've also spent time with a couple adorable golden pups that were very neglected/sick. They are learning to play and act like puppies should. My wrist is doing better. It has improved the most once I quit going for "therapy".
Divingbiker - I'm with you in spirit. I appreciate you wherever you are and for the good things you are doing today to make the world a better place.

Thank you, forum buddies. Thank you.
Barb