Hmmm, very hard to get motivated sometimes... I understand this too

I do most of my riding on my own too

It is about little goals, baby steps and keeping your eye on the prize

little goals: Getting up to the top of the hill in a bigger gear than last time... or complete a course a few seconds faster...

baby steps: Fitting in the rides I can and being pleased, even though they are not always the length I want.

the prize: Well... two prizes for me... weight loss to regain self-esteem as well as be able to climb/race better... second prize is to move up grades in my club... from G, to F (where I am now) to E, to D. I'd be thrilled to be competitive in D grade in road races, and to do TT times that belong in C.