Need Help Making Decision Related to My Biking :)

[yogabear]

Spokewrench--
Thank you so much for sharing your story! It was so nice to hear your perspective on things. You are so kind and heartfelt...thank you! The main thing that hit home for me was about the training for mtn. biking...I forget that's it is less hours in the saddle. I have learned through road cycling that I'm not one of those people that likes to ride more than 40 miles on the road at a time. I also don't like group rides...people can be so sketchy...not judging, but just observing Also, I liked the bit about how each mtn. and road are hard in different ways. It reminded me of this story my hubby shared with me about how 2 different contemporary pro male racers had switched cycling disciplines...One took to the road like a fish to water and the other tried mtn. biking and it wasn't for him, despite his success on the road. I guess I always thought I'd be able to be good at both LOL. I'm starting to realize I really need to focus...mostly, to do what makes me happy, which is mtn. biking

SalsaMTB,
I'm still in Michigan I may come as a spectator to a mtn. bike race. I haven't been to one in many years, so I'd like to check it out and see That may be good for me. I hear the scene is fun and laidback. For a while in the 1990's, it was super, incredibly intense IMHO I just didn't appreciate the younger Sport class guys yelling at me to get off the trail when I was racing too! LOL Arrghh...LOL. I know how to handle that stuff better now though Btw, you are so sweet...thank you for your positivity and encouragement!

Other notes...
You guys have really helped me to become more okay with my decision. When I sat and thought about it today, I realized that my decision is really about being okay with who I am. I realized I'm a mountain biker not a roadie. I have many roadie friends and love them to pieces, but it's just not me. I admire anyone who can be successful on the road because I have learned the past 8 years just how hard it is. I'm feeling so much better about my decision, which is really about being more okay with myself and who I am Lots of hugs and thanks for the help...I'm about 90 percent there...Time for a talk with my 'coach' tonight

Love 'n hugs!!

[fultzie]

Salsa and Yogabear--

Will you be at the Hanson Hills mtb in June? I missed Ft. Custer this past weekend (my roommate went, though, and was probably wearing a UM jersey ). Apparently it was a lot of fun!!

I am aiming for Hanson Hills, Boyne Marathon, and Maybury (Maybury is right in my backyard ).

Perhaps I will see you both there! We could meet up for pre-race (or post-race) coffee

[yogabear]

Fultzie,

Yeah, I'm thinking of checking out a Metro-Detroit area race so I don't have to travel far, etc. since I have to spectate first Maybury is about 45 min. from me, so not far at all. I'm not sure when that race is and I'll have to check my travel schedule with the mtn. bike race schedule, but I'd love to meet and do coffee It's funny 'cause last night, my hubby was like, "you need to hang with other mtn. biking women."

Other notes...
I had a big a-ha moment yesterday...LOL. I came to 100 percent alignment or okay-ness with being a mtn. biker My hubby asked me why I had ever started racing the road in the first place. I answered, "I don't know." That's a sign if you ask me! Geesh!

Also, had asked the Universe for a sign (I should have said, "gentle sign, please" about road vs. mtn. biking)...well, on last night's road ride, two cars in this park I ride at were going 70 mph at least in a 35 mph area and one was trying to pass the other...We had to duck off to the side of the road for safety. I mean, there's crazy drivers everywhere, but I so rarely encounter them in this park that it reminded me of the quiet serenity that is off-road...when your hazards are rocks, roots, your own stupidity LOL, deer, squirrels, etc., but at the same time, you enjoy being in nature and respecting the stillness and gifts She brings to us

The funny thing is that I have more energy. I literally feel as though a weight was lifted off my shoulders. I feel much more peaceful. I like the idea of training and riding for fun until I get myself back up to par with my Mtn. Biking Goddess-ness again

So, my question is...where do I send my checks$$ for the psychological counseling LOL? You guys were and are so awesome...You really helped me be more okay with my decision and well, being the real me Thank you so much!

Lots of love and hugs!!