Thanks ladies.
Shortly after reading the posts from Velobambina and KG my DH walked in the door and said:
This is a mental toughness day. If you don't go, you'll doubt yourself. If you do go, you've already won. If you have a bad workout physically, cut it short and come home, but at least you know that you are tough enough to face the conditions. On race day, you'll remember that you're mentally strong enough to take it on and that's half the battle.
So I got dressed and hit the road. I rode 25 miles, averaging close to 17 mph, even with the wind and some moderate hills. I transitioned to a run and I got a HUGE side cramp. Haven't had one of those in awhile. So I had to slow down and I ran 3.5 miles total instead of 4.5. So I'm happy. DH was right, I know I can tough it out. I kept a close eye on my HR the whole time. My issue today wasn't physical, I can always tell by how my HR reacts when I try to kick up the effort level. It was mental, and I beat it.
As much as I appreciate the advice about listening to my body, I'm glad the timing was such that I didn't get those later posts before I headed out. I'd be just waking up from a nap right now.
Living life like there's no tomorrow.
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