hellosunshine,

I think MaineMaid is referring to anorexia: –noun loss of appetite and inability to eat as opposed to anorexia nervosa: –noun Psychiatry. an eating disorder primarily affecting adolescent girls and young women, characterized by pathological fear of becoming fat, distorted body image, excessive dieting, and emaciation.

I'm sorry to hear you are struggling and hope you find the help you need and deserve. Take care of YOU.