Sounds like a Seattle ride might be in order- one without downhills. I am also petrified of downhills. I go through a lot of brake pads! I think I am going to do the STP this year, for the first time. I'm putting in one long weekend ride,every weekend. Saturday or Sunday depending on the family schedule. I'm doing some of the rides with with the Cascade Training series, but can't make all of their rides. Would love some riding buddies, even for part of the mileage. Or just on another ride for fun. I'll post something in the NW section for an upcoming weekend that looks promising.