BCIP, your post has me nearly speachless. I have to tell you how inspiring you are to me.

You've had a lot go on this past year in so many ways, and you've shared it with us with such patience, grace, compassion, wisdom...all the qualities that I most admire and wish to develop in myself.

Thank you for sharing these painful times with us. Now take some time for yourself to process all of this, to honour this experience, and to help yourself heal even more! You deserve the best spa day or the best most fabulous ride, whichever makes you feel more pampered!

Hugs and butterflies!
~T~