Wow I should get you and my good friend Jim together. He has MS too and always amazes me with he's strength and will to keep going! We did a final bike trip with him last year. 245 miles he rode with us. And never complained even on the mornings I knew he was having a really hard time. But after that trip he has to cut way back which I know was hard for him just to much pain to go like we were day after day. I am so gratful we got to have such a wonderful trip with him though!. But he is still biking but not a as long a rides. I am sending you good strength waves to help you reach your goal! Rock on! And you are not weenies! Crying is excellent! Keeps you sane!