Diagnosed at 28, large bowel removed at 48. She waited almost too long for that and felt better than she had in years after she healed. That was mom. She didn't like what was going on, obviously, but she accepted what was handed to her and didn't dwell...most times. She just kept doing the things she wanted to do despite the compromises and found pleasure in that. It sucks, it really really does. Writing stuff down and receiving support is therapeutic indeed. Don't feel bad about feeling bad, it's ok even if there are people in worse condition. Just try not to spend too much time dwelling because life is too darned short to concentrate on something you can't change. Geez, easy for me to say, huh?

My favorite movie is Life is Beautiful (sub-titled). I wish I were more like the main character. It's a terribly sad movie in some ways. The way Guido embraces life is very inspiring. Highly recommended for a wallow fest.