Silver,
You really are an inspiration to me! I have no doubt that you will be back on your bike when the time is right. Don't rush...take the time to heal properly and let your wonderful hubby love on you a little longer. (love on you...a new term I learned after moving to Texas two years ago. I think it means "to spoil, or pamper") Be good to yourself and feel what you need to so that you can move forward with peace and grace.
Have you ever tried yoga? My center offers a class called restorative yoga for people who are recovering from injuries. It would not only help with keeping your muscles limber, but it could work wonders for your peace of mind as well.
Hugs to you and your family. I'll keep you in my prayers for awhile longer, if you don't mind.
Karri