Right now, tonite, you are too close to it. And in my experiences, the more you think about it, the closer you are to it, the more emotional you become about it.

The good thing is that you are still healing so you don't have to make any decisions about it tonite. Or even tomorrow. And before you know it, the feelings you have tonite will pass and you will want to ride again. And if you don't, it's OK..... that's the good part about this ~>its your decision to make. Not anyone elses.