Hey all ~ thought I'd pop back in with an update.

I was finally able to figure out that my restlessness with this topic is because I'm not ready to be done trying yet - for as much as I tried to be. DH and I had a great talk, and we're going to explore IUI. If this doesn't work, we still need to find a solution to the spotting, and DH and I will be searching out counseling. We should have a plan in place by the end of the year.

I know that adoption is a wonderful option for many families. I have 2 adopted brothers, one domestic, on international. My grandmother does homestudies for adoptions. But I know that for me and for us, it's not the right choice. I respect those who can and are successful with it.