Thank you, Cindy
Yes, I have another passion - photography. And doors are opening in that area of my life. I am trying to keep a positive attitude, accept that now is a time to rest my body and nurture my creativity....
A lot of my identity (of the me I really love), has been around my strength and fitness. Without the intensity of biking and kickboxing, and with an almost always bloated belly, my self image is suffering, which also makes my positive energy and creativity suffer.
Add to that that I live in a new city and the only realy friends we've made so far are bikers in great health who ride a lot. We like them a lot, but know that they'd rather be out riding most of the time, so haven't even spent much time with them.
For reasons that are hard to explain here (but I've touched on in many a previous post), our circle of friends was reduced to a few people that once in awhile would respond when we contact them.....and they all live a few hours away.
I'm hoping that somehow I can find the energy and the ideas to start to cultivate some friendships. Tonight we actually went to a neat group thing, and met another couple who also have dogs and were very nice. Who knows, we might have made some friends there....
Anywhoooooo.....sorry again for the sad voice in posting. I am trying, really, and hoping for the best outcome.
Thanks for your ideas and support.
Another lady I met tonight felt strongly that I should do a liver cleanse. She recommended Royal Body Cleanse - it's one with lots of herbal and vitamin supplements, and a neutral diet (not a fasting cleanse). I'm scared of cleanses, but willing to do some research on it. Have any of you had any experience with liver cleanses or with this one in particular? I'm thinking I should ask the specialist about it, before I try it, but would love to have some facts before I see him.
And, Knotted, I truly do hope that it's not a gluten intolerance. The itchy hands and feet are a new development in only the last few weeks. The nausea and side pain, and the fatigue at exertion have been around since July. Gluten is incredibly hard to remove from the diet! Yikes!
Thanks again for your support, good wishes, and great ideas....and for letting me vent!
Hugs and butterflies,
~T~



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