((((Nokomis))))))
My best friend has struggled with infertility for years. She dreamed of a big family. Even though she did have one child with treatments, she still feels a big void from repeated failures to conceive since then. She is 36 now. Just the other day when I told her about one of our friends who is pregnant at 36 and didn't want to be, she went down that road of feeling left out again. She would like to try the treatment where they put the sp*rm directly into the tubes. She knows that her husbands motility is low. I agree with the other posters about getting 2nd or even a 3rd opinion. I think that for most women there is just something wired in us to want to nurture and love and have children. The feelings you described are feelings I have heard her express so many times. I will pray for you.