Altho I don't know the pain you feel about being unable to conceive I can certainly understand your pain. I wish I had some magic words to say to you in order to keep your hope alive, but all I can do is send you a mental hug.

I have a friend who is undergoing the same things as you. She has been artifically inseminated 3 times. None have taken. She has been on various hormones for well over a year, and tho she has not yet become pregnant she now bears the risk of multiple births when it actually happens, if ever. She has been scraped, proded and poked. She feels like a ginea pig and yet she keeps trying. The expense is unbelievable.

She has confided in me that she feels "defective". Like there is something wrong with her or that she has done something horrible to be unable to conceive when all her peers are turning up pregnant and giving birth. (I know of 5 so far this year). But she is a beautiful person and I know there has to be a higher reason for things to be turning out the way they are.

You are in my prayers.