I'm so sorry. So much pain for many people who posted here. When our son's best friend was killed in a car wreck two years ago I thought we would all just curl up in a ball and die. I went through a horrible depression and until I started biking recently, that and nursing school, it didn't really lift. My signature line on this board 'post tenebras lux' means 'after darkness light'. I didn't believe it to be so for a long time but it is true.

((HUGS))