You know what? Just to make yourself feel okay, why not wait and try part of the route in similar conditions of dark/rain on, say, a weekend? (yeah, I know that's not what we would choose to do on a weekend early morning...) That way you could do part of the route in those conditions but be free to quit, go back, say, "I hate this" or "Hey, not bad" in slower traffic conditions too.
"My predominant feeling is one of gratitude. I have loved and been loved;I have been given much and I have given something in return...Above all, I have been a sentient being, a thinking animal, on this beautiful planet, and that in itself has been an enormous privilege and an adventure." O. Sacks