(((Hugs))) Hang in there. It is okay to be angry, depressed, cranky. My dad is about to have his last bought of chemo for colon cancer. It has been pretty minor, more like a big stinking inconvenience. Hopefully, yours will be the same way. Actually, I hope you don't even have to go the chemo road.

And kudos to you for preaching about preventative screening. My dad put of his colonoscopy for nearly 3 years. DUMB DAD! I have to have my first at 40 thanks to having a family history and I will not put it off.

Keep your faith and we are all here to listen.