I also am just finally getting back after a two months off the bike as I could not even fit in trainer time. We opened up a retail store which my daughter is running as my husband and I keep our day jobs. Part of the product that I carry and began the business 4 years ago, I manufacture. I swore I would fit some kind of riding time while setting up the store, making inventory, and commuting to Manhattan from Long Island for the "day" job. One day would come and go, then another, than another and I was getting fustrated because I could not fit it into my day. I did better with a fractured shoulder because I would get on the trainer.

Going back a bit, I did ride my first century in the beginning of May which was my goal for this year and my last time on the bike was Memorial Day, then we got possession of the shop on June 1st, opened July 8th and I am finally squeezing in a couple of rides after getting off the train, driving to the shop to close it up for 6:00, drive home and try to get out on my bike by 7:00 as now I have to end my ride by 8 because it is pretty much getting dark and do not like riding in the dark.

I know the trainer will be coming out soon. We plan on doing an organized Ride Tour of the Hamptons next weekend, but just for 50 miles because my husband and I know we are not in proper shape to ride 100, but it will be a nice leisurely ride then another in Oct which is the one I couldn't ride last year because of my fractured shoulder.

Sorry this turned out to be long, but I think I understand your fustration. I know for me next year will be better. We decided on this type of business because the summer would be our slow time which wasn't good for me this year but if all pans out, will be perfect for us in future years. This store is setting the base for us to give up our day jobs, husband first as his is more demanding than mine, then me and then we will have a more balanced life.

So as difficult that things seem right now, a better day is right around the corner and you just need to keep saying that to yourself.

~ JoAnn