Ugh I am so sorry! At least Botox is somewhat temporary. Hopefully you will get to be like your friends and not see it all the time.

I have a movement disorder and Botox is one of the therapies. I asked my neurologist about doing that in the future when I decide to get pregnant to control my tremors. He said "Well my only concern is if they don't know which nerve and treat the wrong one you could end up temporarily unable to use your right hand." I guess Botox is great, but there are still risks.