Dont be hard on yourself. Some of us out here dream about an average speed of 15 mph. I did 40 miles the other day and it was pretty flat and my average speed was 13.5 mph. So Im not fast, so I may never be able to join some clubs because Im too slow but I love to ride and Im out there giving it my best and thats what really counts.

So keep riding and giving it your best and remember some days just suck.