I wondered since we had not heard about your sis for awhile, nscr.

I'm very sorry for your loss. I know how it feels. I lost my sister (she was 1 yr. younger than I) to suicide.

Though it has been 2 yrs., losing a sibling when we're not old, is always sad. (And for me, the corner of sadness never goes away. A sibling bond is forever because it's growing up together from babyhood.)

I'm certain you tried to be there for her as much as you could.