A friend of mine that I used to ride and train with until about 1.5 years ago just made a pro cycling team! And she's traveling the world doing all sorts of events.

I am so excited and happy for her! What an amazing journey she is on, and she has worked so hard for it.

But I can't help but feel a little envy. I wish I could do that too. But the last two years I've put on weight. I have barely any time to train. I have two kids and two jobs! (She's single).

And I love my family and am grateful that I chose that path . . . just wish it was true that you CAN have everything. But sadly, there aren't enough hours in the day.

I traded in nightly club hammer rides for slow cruises to the playground.