Emily,
You will be in my thoughts and prayers. I have only been on this site for a few months, but I have read your posts before and visited your homepage and you seen like such a genuine, caring person. I am so sorry this happened to you. I hope you are someday able to enjoy your bicycle again, you'll have to listen to your heart, only you know what is best for you. I'm glad that you were able to share this with everybody at TE so we can give you our love, prayers, and support.
Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. -Dr. Seuss