what strange timing. I was just youtubing and came across the woman who dances with her dog (youtube "Carolyn Scott and Rookie"). I dug around some more and found that he had to be put down last July and was bawling thinking about the anguish I felt and still feel about doing the same for my dog.

When Chevy died last October, I wanted to remember him by planting a tree on top of his ashes, like oak or maple so he becomes part of a big, sheltering tree for other animals and be inviting for children to climb because he loved people so much.

But I couldn't find a public enough spot that wouldn't be intrusive or odd, and before long it was too cold to do something so he still remains in his urn on my bookshelf.

I still want to do something like that, so I'm scouting for possible locations.

As for stalling putting an animal down, I know in hindsight Chevy was suffering for about 2 months too long, but I could NEVER have made that appointment with the vet. In the end I had no choice, but I don't think I could have scheduled his passing.