Hi, I've just read your story and it makes me think of Leontien Van Moorsel. She was a Dutch pro cyclist who had anorexia during her racing career. You should google her and read her story. Maybe it can be a kind of moral support. In the mean time, keep up the good work!


Here's one article about her.

http://sportsillustrated.cnn.com/oly...274092435_afp/