I turn 30 on Monday and even just a year ago, I felt the same way you do right now. It's really crazy how things can change in a year. In the past year I made a cross country move, changed jobs, found out my best friend was knocked up w/ husband's baby , got divorced, met the man of my dreams, lost 45 lbs, moved in with the man of my dreams, and decided to train for a century. I'm happier now than I have ever been as an adult and cant wait for my thirties!

What I'm trying to say is that even possibly 1 year from now, you might look back on your post and see what a different place you were in.

Happy Birthday, by the way!!!