((((R-i-R-i)))) You will, eventually, train your way out of this. I have EI-asthma as do both my kids. When we're in shape, we don't notice it because we've built up enough heart and lung capacity. If we're out of shape, then we do. Especially during periods of harder (re)training, and especially if it's cold. When I'm in more than usually lousy shape, I also experience asthma after a bad cold. Asthma can also be triggered, or worsened, by tension, or so it's said. And I'm pretty sure that asthma can *cause* tension! (Who wouldn't panic when they suddenly can't take a deep breath?) So everything you're saying makes sense to me. Including going to a physician other than your father this once. Most physicians will avoid treating close family if possible, since it's harder for them to be fully objective when dealing with someone they feel really close to. If you need a way to explain this diplomatically to your Dad, maybe you can tell him that an objective outsider's second opinion might be just what you need to calm down and follow his advice. When the asthma's under control you'll be better able to work on all the other stuff -- regaining H&L capacity, rebuilding muscle, and rebuilding confidence. Rebuilding bone will take care of itself the whole time anyway. Just don't pull any more endo's, ok?