I highly recommend The Chemistry of Joy: A Three-Step Program for Overcoming Depression Through Western Science and Eastern Wisdom by Henry Emmons, MD.

Good luck to you. I do suggest that you do not go "cold turkey" off the meds - taper down slowly. Even so, you may find yourself going through some nasty withdrawals (shakes, sweats, nausea, racing thoughts, feeling CRAZY), so just be aware and maybe take a day or two off work and have some support nearby. Remember, it's not you, it's just withdrawal symptoms.

Also, if you decide to continue seeing a therapist or doctor, shop around for one who is willing to work with you sans meds. Most are not, but it is your right to have the treatment you want, so stand up for yourself!