need to share ...

I woke-up this AM with plans to do a short ride, shower, and go to work for a few hours. It didn't happen. Windy and gray ... looked like rain ... and the weather report said possible showers. I stayed home, did paperwork, ate, slept, and cleaned a little -- I felt low, tired, and unmotivated. It never rained and I never felt any better all day. If I didn't have something I had to do later that day, I don't think I would have changed clothes and left the house -- I feel like I wasted a whole day of my life! I worry something is wrong with my mind and body because the feeling to just "do nothing" was way too overwhelming today ... I don't want to keep wasting days. So, I ask, do others ever get this way? Or are we always suppose to wake-up and be motivated, no matter what our plans are or aren't?

thanks for listening ...