bcipam, I'm sorry for the loss, the pain of your family, and the challenges you have sharing the burden with those you love.

2 Corinthians 4:7-9:
But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed.

May God's grace go with you in your travels and your ministry to your family.