Adult weight and proportions? Oh, no, no.. I decided at age three that I wasn't going to grow up

Unrelated to the winter weight gain, the winter depression/anxiety/paranoia are making themselves heard once again... I should really start seeing my counselor -before- I'm spending my days shaking in a corner. I've never mentioned my weight concerns to my counselor/psychiatrist before as I had, well, more prevalent problems to try and figure out (never did find out what triggered the paranoia--once winter ended I was sane again).

Thanks for the great advice--and I must stress, my anorexia was not intentional! I was responding in what I thought was a logical sense to my irrational weight distribution. ...Wait, that's not helping my case, is it?