Silver - you have every right to be emotional! Don't sweat the small stuff.

As far as being afraid to ride again, I agree that you will do it at your own pace. Perhaps however, you might feel more comfortable starting on bike specific paths or trails and not on roads with cars.... then slowly as you feel your confidence return, perhaps ride in group rides (safety in numbers). Re-evaluate how you feel at that point.....

Take your time. We'll be here when you need us