Can I join the club ? ? ?

First of all I got rid of the extra male baggage about 9 years ago after hauling it around for 20 years. Congratulations for having the strength and courage to do it a lot sooner

When I was young I never had to battle excess pounds - now it is constant and I get REALLY tired of it! I can never lose weight swimming or biking which of course are my two favorite activities. I am trying to drop another 20 lbs because I thought it is cheaper to drop it off my body than to lighten up my bike But then I hear all those nummy things calling my name, then the stress hits (usually time crunches and tiredness) and all my resolve flies out the window.
Now that I live alone it is a lot easier - I control what comes into the house. DBF has INCREDIBLE will power so of course he has all the goodies at his house - but because they are his I am not tempted to eat them all

I have been doing so good since mid september and have dropped 10 lbs but the last few days I have been a poop and just SICK of it. Pizza, cake, candy bring it on.
I hope once I get my training routine established I can get an eating routine going again - it seems like I have time for one or the other, work out - no time to cook healthy, buy groceries and cook healthy no time to workout.

Once again WORKING to pay bills gets in the way of EVERYTHING

Waa waa waa - there I'm done