You have every right to whine about not being able to finish the ride you apparently had so many hopes of completing. My DH suffers severe allergies and it can really be a pain in the a** when it comes on at the WORST time.

Also, you were weak from being sick. This probably got your immune system down, making you more susceptible to allergy attacks, and the usual pills not working. Especially if the doc had you on any type of antibiotic.

Why your whining should really stop there is because you went out there that first day and DID IT! You didn't make excuses even though you were tenacious about your ability to perform on the hills. You even pushed yourself to finish when you were wheezing and anxious.

I'm impressed. I think you should celebrate your accomplishment and don't sweat the small stuff. Next year, like you said, stay away from any young-un's; train like crazy on hills, and then.... Knock 'em dead!