You're funny! I went through the same thing. It doesn't get better. Sorry. Yesterday, I stopped in the lbs, handed my guy my debit card, and said Just take it all! You're getting it all eventually anyway. But, it's been worth every penny. My bikes, my gear, all keep riding fresh and me happy. I spend less than smokers or drinkers do on their addictions.
'02 Eddy Merckx Fuga, Selle An Atomica
'85 Eddy Merckx Professional, Selle An Atomica
'10 Soma Double Cross DC, Selle An Atomica
Slacker on wheels.