I feel your pain. I can only imagine my physique is not what I want it too look like on a bike yet. I decide to own it when I broke down and bought my first pair of spandex shorts.I cant to find a jersey that fits right and flatters cuz my boobs are too big to make most jerseys fit right in length anyhow. Its kinda like unicorns, I hear they are out there but I havent found them. I finally realized it doesnt matter what I wear its how I think about my body. I don't let my chunk affect me in a negative way I just ride longer, faster, burn more. Good luck
I like bikes, sometimes more than my husband