
Originally Posted by
betagirl
My friends think I need to be committed

and I agree - in order for you to do this you need to be committed and it sounds like you are! What a nice bunch of supportive friends you have!
Good luck Beta - I'm pulling for ya out here in the SW!
Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, champagne in one hand, strawberries in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming: "Yeah Baby! What a Ride!"